My Heart Is Whining..

I was molded by time... I was hardened by experience. I am a very strong person..

I had a very bad night. I tried to be a very good sister to my siblings and a great daughter to my parents. To my surprise, I was not appreciated at all by the people whom I love most. I was hurt by the people whom I've given my utmost respect...

As far as i know, I did my part. I did it well.. and what hurts me most is that, I heard everything they said.. And it killed me bit by bit. My ultimate dream is for them to have a great life.. If they only knew my plans for them. if they only knew..

The hardest part of being strong.. nobody might care to ask if you're hurt and nobody might dare to lend a helping hand... The deep seated pain in my heart eats up the whole me.. I may portray a very strong woman but my heart is crying.. The experiences I've been through to give them what they need, the sacrifices I've indulged myself with.. but no signs of appreciation.

I can't solve the problems of the world, I can't help them all throughout because I have a family to look after to... I can only do so much.. Maybe, just maybe... this is the best time that others should do their part.. beside a little pride won't kill me...

I am exasperated...

I am distressed...

Extraverted Intuitive Thinking Judging

ENTJs often excel in business. They are assertive, outspoken, confident, outgoing, energetic, charismatic, fair-minded, and unaffected by conflict or criticism. However, other traits may lessen the impact of their strengths. They may appear argumentative, confrontational, insensitive, intimidating, and controlling. They can overwhelm others with their energy, intelligence, and desire to order the world around them. ENTJs tend to cultivate their personal power, and often end up taking charge of a situation that seems (to their mind, at least) to be out of control. Also, ENTJs seek knowledge, striving to learn new things, which helps them become good problem-solvers. They may be viewed by others as aloof and cold-hearted, since ENTJs appear to take a tough approach to emotional or personal issues. In situations requiring feeling and value judgments, ENTJs are well served to seek the advice of a trusted Feeling type.

Things About Me..

• I Usually Care Less..
• I'm Intentionally Numb About Certain Issues..
• I Get Tired Easily With People Who Pathetically Entertain Themselves Of The Gossips Around Them..
• I Usually Grin.. So Others Would Die To Know What's Running On My Mind..
• I'm Not Perfect..
• I Just Can't Please Everybody..
• I Can Be Rude.. If You Wish..
• I'm Not Holy And I Don't Pretend To Be One..
• I May Be Cruel & Shrewd.. But Its For Those Who Deserve To Be Treated That Way..
• I'm A Person With Endless Mood Swings..
• I will Hate You If I Have Good Reasons To..
• Independent and Open-minded..
• I Focus My Time and Energy Forgetting The Past And Thinking about what life's ahead..
• I Don't Like To Dwell On Problems Because I Think Problems Are Insignificant Compared To The Importance Of Living..
• The world is my playground and i am out to play.. Living life to the fullest has always been a top priority.. Passion for my interests is what keeps me going.. So many things to do, so little time!.. Adrenaline, crazy ideas and the uncertainty of what will happen next excites me..
• Yeah its good to play, but I find that thrilling experiences take place when you just go with the flow and enjoy the ride..
• i am not here to merely exist, but to live..
• SOMETIMES I REALLY DON'T HAVE TO BE SUPER NICE...

DEAL WITH IT...

Ciciyah Dyquiangco
succubus_cici@yahoo.com

I love my life. I live by the day..

I have my insecurities -- who doesn't have anyway?! My vulnerability shows I am human enough... I am endowed with a very strong personality as what others can see me but deeply I am emotional. I can be awkward, bitchy, naive and brat at times. I'm tactless especially when I'm pissed.. My friends know that.. I can easily get what i want and expect that to happen in a blink of an eye. I love to shop.. I love playing billiards.. 2 precious hobbies i can't let go of.. I am not shy. I was trained to be very sociable. I am proud to be an extrovert. I hate rejections but I frequently view those in a positive way.... if things don't go my way, I let go of it easily. I believe in Destiny.. but you should build the bridge to get it.. I am inclined with someone who can carry himself very well. I love people with clean nails, perfect teeth, nice shoes.. I can't deny the fact that I am attracted to someone with a nice body.. nothing wrong with being a gym buff as long as you can balance your time.. I am a very touchy person.. I can be so mushy at times.. I can be really adventurous.. I can be your greatest friend and your worst enemy if you caused serious harm.. I don't forget easily.. If you did something bad to me, expect me to forgive you but you'll be in my ignore list..

I love my FRIENDS, they are my precious and priceless possessions.. I can be at my worst when I am with them.. They know my deep darkest secret.. but they still love me for my clumsiness..

I can only do so much. I love my FAMILY... they are my weakness and my strength...

ALLAN... He is my life.. my everything.. I like him for being sexy, responsible, intelligent, humorous at all times.. But I love him for his flaws and weaknesses specially when he seeks for my love and my presence..